OBITUARY

Last week I lost you,
really, I loved you -
now you are gone ...
tried to rescue you with all my strenghs,
but failed so miserably.
I wish you could have been at my wedding,
and hopefully I will manage it without you.
I still don't understand why it had to happen,
but once again:
I loved you!

Life can be so schön sometimes ...
for example when your Beloved is reading to you at bedtime.
No, I am not a grown up who has missed childhood,
but a woman longing for a bit of adventure in this boring everydays life.
My Verlobter has the same peculiarity that's why we are reading The Cosmic Trilogy by C.S. Lewis together.

Here are some of my favourite lines:

"Don't imagine I`ve been selected to go to Perelandra because
I'm anyone in particular. One never can see, or not till long afterwards,
why any one was selected for any job.
And when one does, it is usally some reason that leaves no
room for vanity. Certainly, it is never for what the man himself
would have regarded as his chief qualifications."

"'But you've no idea what you are to do, or what conditions you
will find? 'No idea at all what I'm to do. There are jobs, you know,
where it is essential that one should not know too much beforehand ...
things one might have to say which one couldn't say effectively if one
had prepared them."

"Whatever you do, He will make good of it. But not the good He had
prepared for you if you had obeyed Him."

"Say your prayers and keep your will fixed in the will of Maleldil.
I don't know what he will do. But stand firm. You can`t lose your soul,
whatever happens; at least, not by any action of his."

FOUND

"I will find you. No matter how long it takes, no matter how far- I will find you."
-Nathaniel to Cora in The Last of the Mohicans

holidays

The thought that everyone can actually read my blog freaks me out- I have known this before, but to have a blog then is different. That's why there only have been a few posts. But after all, maybe only three of my frieds will read it, so what do I have to loose, lol. They know about my life anyways.

University courses are finished for this semester. The last weeks have been so stressful because of the all the required work I had to hand in. Still, I really felt God being with me to get all my stuff together in time and helping me not to freak out before I had one big exam. I thought I would fail, but I got grade B, which really amazed me.

After the last week of universtiy it was also my parents 25th wedding day and we celebrated it with our whole family. The most impressive part for me was the blessing at church. Actually, my father is not a christian, but my mom and I have been praying during the last year that he would go to the altar with her and stand there before God that they will get blessed. Only 8 weeks before their wedding day he suddenly agreed to her wish. She was so happy. While they were sitting in front of the altar and the church singing worship songs my mum began to cry, but out of joy. This was so touching that I also had to cry, lol.

God is and we are.
Without a connection to him life is worthless.
With him life is highly fullfilling.

Es gibt kein sichereres Mittel festzustellen, ob man einen Menschen mag oder nicht, als mit ihm auf Reisen zu gehen.

~Mark Twain~

































































































































































































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"When we are in the Divine Will, there is nothing to fear"
~Eugene Kellersberger

To fear nothing and being so undescriblable happy in the GODs presence is what I experieced throughout the last eight months. Before that there had always been the fear not completly to live in his will. I had had awesome dreams but they seemed so unreachable back then, much effort was made to keep me on a wrong path. But GOD has always the last word. Always.

The purpose of my blog is practising to write in English ... its one of the most difficult skills to achieve sufficently for my studies. That's why I need some practise.
I constantly ask GOD to give me a lively and exciting time here on earth ... and he does. So you mainly will here the adventures of my life which make me so tipsy ... because GODs spirits is with me.

"No one is being arrested for being a little bit tipsy."
-Carolyn Beck